::: Remember me :::

I don’t want to say I’m sorry
and I don’t want to have regrets
Our time together is over now
And even though I know how it turned out
I would do it all over again
Because what we had was beautiful

it’s time to let go
there’s no point holding on to something
that’s slipping further and further away
I really want you to remember me
Remember what we had
What could have been
What we both turned our backs on

A nd I want you to know that I cared about you
More than I have cared about any other man
I never told you but I loved you
that’s why you’ll always have a special place in my heart
But if you couldn’t find the happiness you deserve, with me
I truly wish you will find it with someone else

T hat’s why I’m telling you now
It’s time to walk away
I really wish someone could tell me
what went wrong
What we could have done differently
I wish we wouldn’t have given up,
on something definitely worth fighting for

And it still hurts to think of you sometimes
But I’m not gonna be sad
I will think of you and smile
It saddens me to know that all the beautiful moments together,
could have lasted for so long
But I will remember our time together and be thankful for what we had

W ith all this said
I wish you all the happiness in the world
And I hope you’ll find that special person one day
You don’t have to think of me, I’ll be fine
There’s only one thing I want you to do for me
And I don’t think it’s too much to ask for,
please, won’t you remember me?

::: Memories :::

There are memories of you everywhere I go
Everywhere I look there’s something that reminds me of you

We used to walk these streets together
Your arm around me
Every now and then you’d lean down to kiss my lips

It feels so long ago now
But I still remember it like yesterday

The nights were so cold, the wind blew so hard
But I felt warm with you by my side

Being here alone now, I imagine I see you everywhere
I see something of you in every stranger
I see your face on the busses that pass by

What happed to us, where are you now?
Do you still think of me sometimes?
Or it is really over?

I don’t want to stay here anymore
This city holds too many memories of what we used to be

Everything here feels so meaningless without you
But I can’t help but dream a little

Maybe you’ll call me and say you want to meet
Or maybe I’ll run into you somewhere

But the truth is

I still hope that one day
You’ll be there waiting for me

Just like you used to

::: I couldn’t ask for more :::

Just you and me
Everything around us disappears

Your arms around me
Your hair tickling my face

I’ve never been this close to anyone
I never want to let you go
Never want to be away

Do you know how I feel?
I’ve never cared like this

Do you know how beautiful you are?
How perfect your hair feels between my fingers
How kissing your forehead makes me feel

I want to lay like this forever
Just you and me

Your fingers caressing my skin
Listening to the beating of your heart

I couldn’t ask for more

::: Pretend there’s no tomorrow :::

Hours
Minutes
Seconds

I don’t want to go
Don’t want to miss you

Time goes by
Too fast
The clock is ticking

I don’t want to let go
Hold on to me

Forget about time
Just you and me
Nothing else matters

I’m here
Just a little longer

Pretend there’s no tomorrow

::: Who knows what tomorrow will bring? :::

Who knows what tomorrow will bring?
What if every day
Every minute spent with you
Is just a journey closer to the end?

I never want to leave your side
Never want you to go
What if we’ll never have another moment like this?
What if you go, and never come back

Every time you kiss my lips
I just want to cry
Because I never know if it’ll be the last time
what if there won’t be another day for you and me

I’m so afraid of saying goodbye
Afraid that someday it’ll be forever
Maybe our goodbyes are just one step closer to the final farewell
I just want to be with you without being scared, but…

…who knows what tomorrow will bring?

::: Do you even care if I stay or leave? :::

If I told you it’s over
That I didn’t love you anymore
Would you be sad?

Would you miss me?
Would you wonder what you did wrong?
Would all the memories of you and me, bring tears to your eyes?

Would the thought of never kiss my lips or hold me in your arms again, break your heart?
Would you go to sleep at night holding your pillow and wish it was me?
Would you think of me every second of the day?

Would you feel empty inside, knowing that what we had is gone forever?
Would you want to turn back time, to get to be with me again?
Would you give anything for one last touch?

If you left me
the answer to all of these questions would be yes
And I really wish your answers would be the same, but I wonder…

…do you even care if I stay or leave?

::: Let me know :::

Black hair, blue eyes
Faded jeans, slender thighs

Everything I see, everything I do
Every little thing reminds me of you

Why do I love you, why do I care?
How will I know that you’ll always be there?

So many questions, what do I know
Take my hand, don’t ever let go

I want you now, and tomorrow too
I want your love, I want all of you

Tell me you want me, tell me you’ll stay
Promise that nothing will scare you away

I want to hold you, right here; right now
can we make this work, somehow?

Let me know, give me a sign
What do you feel, will you be mine?

::: Better off Alone :::

 I know it now, I’m better off alone
I don’t need someone to love me
I don’t need anybody by my side
Because I don’t want to be left alone again
Love always ends up hurting you
And I rather be alone than hurt

Everywhere I look, there’re couples
Wherever I look, there’re always two
And it makes me sad to know I’m not one of those persons
But as I said, I’m better off as one

I have locked away my heart
And I don’t think I’ll let anyone find the key again
It’s enough that my best friend holds a piece of my heart
I trust her, but she must be the only one I know would never hurt me by choice

No I don’t want to take the chance of letting anyone new into my life
It’s really not worth the risk
Because now I’ve learnt to deal with the loneliness
And it doesn’t hurt anymore

::: I ’ m counting the days :::

I’m counting the days
Alone in the dark, silently prays
For something to change
Yes I know it’s strange
How time goes by so slow
It was a long time ago

I’m counting the days
Until I’ll see your face
I miss your smile
To hear your laugh for awhile
Don’t you want to be mine?
Please give me a sign

I’m counting the days
Lost in this phase
Hopelessly in love
You’re like heaven above
I want you with me
Baby can’t you hear my plea?

I’m counting the days
For you to be back at this place
Baby won’t you think twice?
When will you realize
Here is where you belong
As you’ve done all along

I’m counting the days
Longing for your embrace
Tell me how to win your heart
‘Cause I don’t want to see us apart
Is there something I can do?
Someway for me to get to you

I’m counting the days
Silently prays
For you to be here once more
Yeah that’s what I’m longing for
I wish I was the one you call your pearl
Please baby won’t you let me be your girl?

::: Thoughts about you :::

I remember it like yesterday
That night so long ago
I can still feel your arms around me as we shared that hug
But I knew then that my feelings would pass
I wouldn’t get to see you again until next year

Maybe if I looked at this as a dream
That when I woke up none of it would be real
I wouldn’t miss you… I did
But as the weeks turned into months
I started to forget

Other people crept into my mind
But it was never meant to be
I know that now, the feelings passed so quickly
I wasn’t even sure they were there at all

And then there were you again
The hug felt just the same
And I want to tell myself that it meant something
Even though I know it didn’t

I’m not gonna say it’s love this time
It’s not like last summer, but still there is something
But I don’t know now if I will ever find out
So much time will pass and I might forget again
Maybe it’s for the best but I’d really love to like you

I know the time will come
Maybe it won’t be like last time, but you’ll be there
I wish I could turn back the time, or maybe turn it forward
But I rather relive what I know was good,
Than wonder what’s gonna be different the second time

I’ve made up a little rule about this event
There should be a new guy every year
Someone to think of, someone to look at
and it should never go further than that

The very first time it was the guy from the south
Next year it was you.
So what about this year? Will it be you again?
It’s against the rules you know, it can never be the same twice…

::: It’s a beautiful world, they say :::

It’s a beautiful world, they say
But I find it grey and empty, ever since that day
I once was a happy girl, but that time is gone
Now I live in a world of darkness, forcing myself to be strong

My job is a place there everyone disappears or dies
There it’s nothing but secrets and lies
I hate what I’m doing but there’s no way out
No I can’t give up, because survival is what it’s all about

They say that what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger
But I don’t know if I’ll be able to fight this any longer
I’ve lost a lot in my life, maybe that’s what they call the Parker curse
And I’m sure things won’t get better, no it’ll only get worse

Well I just have to face it, my life is this bad
It seems like I’m destined to be forever sad
It’s a beautiful world, they say
But in this world, I don’t longer want to stay

::: Lonely :::

I cannot hide the tears that fall at night.
I’m lonely; need someone to hold me tight.

I can’t fight the feeling within my heart, it’s sealed.
I’m longing, for someone to tell, to get the secrets revealed.

No one knows the way I feel,
and what’s in my heart for real.

No one has seen the pain,
or the cries for help, which is all in vain.

My soul is empty, it’s ripped apart,
I’m desperate for changes, to revive my heart.

I’m craving for love and the warmth that it brings,
for the safety, among other things.

I wish someone could see that I’m not always fine,
what lies behind this façade of mine.

::: Ice Queen :::

 My life is cold, like the darkest winter night.
It’s empty, as a desert ocean.
I’m lonely. Inside I’m crying.
But no one will ever know.
Not now, not ever.  

My heart is frozen, as a snow-covered field.
It’s hollow, like the deepest abyss.
It’s hopeless. Inside I crave.
For your love, your touch.
To be free from the pain, feel safe.
But no one will ever know.
Never.  

My soul is cold, like an icy winter breeze.
It hurts, like a knife through my heart.
I’m lonely. Inside I’m dying.
But no one will ever know.
Not ever.

 Always alone, cold and heartless.
Wish it could be an end, a change.
But it won’t.
Not now, not ever.
Cause I won’t let it. Not me, the Ice Queen.

::: A Dream? :::

The moonlight falls across the floor,
casting shadows, I’m lonely , this time even more.
But what I do doesn’t really matter,
the pain in my heart makes me sadder and sadder.
I need you to hold me, to dry me tears,
to kiss me, to fight away all my fears 

Suddenly the door opens with a ray of light,
you’re there promising everything’ll be alright.
I’m not surprised, I know you too well,
but I know I can never escape this personal hell.
Like in a dream you pull me close,
I feel your scent, the smell of rose.
Softly you whisper in my ear,
the things that make me smile, the things I need to hear.

 You show me so much love, like no one’s ever done.
I close my eyes to sleep, when I wake up everything’s gone.
The warmness that you gave me,
the hope you made me see.
Without it I am nothing, the pain is all I feel.
And I cannot help but wonder,
if you’re a dream or if you’re real…

::: The One :::

I want to be the one beside you.
I want to be the one who holds you tight.

I wish I was the one you love,
When the sun turns into night.

::: A Promise :::

When everybody seem to hate you,
When life seems so unfair.
Remember I’ll always be there,
That I’ll always care.

::: Parkers never cry :::

My name is Miss Parker, yeah that’s all you get
A few hours with me and you’ll wish we’d never met
My nickname is ice queen; yes it’s easy to see
What I’ve become today is what I always will be
Don’t try to save me this hell is my life
I’m meant to be lonely; no I’ll never be any ones wife
Because people I love disappears, yes everyone dies
My life is so meaningless; it’s all built on lies
I once had a friend, but so many years has past
I was naïve, thinking the love we shared would forever last
Now I’m alone but the love still remains in my heart
I hate to admit it but my job drives us further and further apart
I suppose everyone can guess that Jarod is the one
But the rule will never change – I chase and he’ll run
My heart is breaking but I have to stay strong
Parkers never cry, that’s what I’ve been told all along

::: Jarod, one of a kind :::

My name is Jarod; I’m one of a kind
I’m searching for my past, for the family that was left behind
They call me pretender; yes I can become anyone that I want to be
It may sound exciting but I would rather be free
All my life I’ve been locked up in a cell, there it’s dark and cold
Now I’m living for the moment, have no idea of what tomorrow will hold
They stole my childhood away, but the future is still out there
But there’s something missing in my life, yes it’s totally clear
I still remember it like yesterday; she gave me my first kiss
And ever since that day it’s her that I’ll forever miss
But I was stupid to think that I’d be a part of her life
Oh how I was dreaming of being her husband, sweet Parker – my wife
I think she hates me now, but I still feel the same
I’m so tired of this chase, tired of this meaningless game
She tries to get me back to that place, but I’m still helping her though
And I miss the family I never got the chance to know
Everyday I feel like something inside me is dying
I need to find the answers; no I’ll never stop trying
Maybe someday I’ll find what makes me happy, I’m longing for that day
But I shouldn’t hope too much… well, all I can do is pray

::: About Love :::

What is it about love that makes it so hard?
that makes it so painful...
All the time there is people breaking up,
people who fall in love with someone they can never have...
All the times there's confusion and broken hearts.
tears become a part of the every-day life,
Will it always be like this?
Will pain always be the only way to happiness?

::: You :::

When I'm with you, everything's alright,
When we're apart, you're still with me every night.
In my darkest hour, you're my only light,
I thought love was a weakness, with you I cannot fight.

::: If you leave me :::

If you leave me, I will cry,
I will seem alright, but my soul will die.
If you leave me, I will fake,
I will laugh and smile, but nmy heart will break.

::: If :::

If you're sad, I'll comfort you
If you're cold, I'll keep you warm
If you're weak, I'll fight for you
If you're happy, I'll laugh with you
If you're hurt, I'll heal you
If you care about me the same way
I'll love you forever...

::: Get over you :::

I know I still love you because it’s you that I’ll miss,
But I realize it’s gonna kill me going on like this.
I don’t know what to do, but I have to be strong,
Wanting you after all this pain you caused me is nothing but wrong.
My head says I should hate you, but my heart does refuse,
I want to get out, but I cannot escape this mental abuse.
You tell me lies, you make me fall,
But I have to stop crying, I have to stand tall.
It’s hard to admit, but you’re not worth my tears,
Now I need to move on and stand face to face with my fears.
I’ll erase this mental picture of you; I’ll run when I hear you call,
‘Cause this twisted game we’re playing leads nowhere at all

::: C'mon hold my hand :::

C'mon hold my hand
soon the darkness surrounds us
C'mon hold my hand
I'm so cold
Hold my hand and hug me tight
be there for me, I'm feeling so afraid
C'mon hold my hand
soon it'll be too late
C'mon hold my hand
tell me you love me
I love you

::: I Wish :::

I wish that someday I’ll get a chance to talk to you,
I wish you feel the same way as I do.
I wish you could look at me and smile,
I wish mine, is the number that you’ll dial.
I wish you could play one song just for me,
I wish my heart was a box and you the one who holds the key.
I wish you could just hold me for a while,
I wish I could tell you, how much I like your style.
I wish you could kiss me once, ‘cause it would feel like flying,
I wish you know that without seeing you, I’ll soon be dying.
I wish you could see the way I feel about you in my heart,
I wish we will never be apart.
I wish I could be the one who holds you tight
I wish that someday we’ll be holding hands all night.
I wish I could tell you how beautiful you are,
I wish I’ll be the one who lights up your life, like the brightest star.
I wish I could just take you in my arms and never let go
I wish I could tell you – I love you so